Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Love isnt for me

Guard your heart like you would guard a castle,
If you dont you bring yourself way more hastle,
Falling in love is easy, falling out is whack fool.

Its all about faith hold on to what you have to,
Those who are in love i have 1 question to ask you,
How long will it last until you look like a damn fool?

I have no more faith in love everyone has been divorced,
Everyone has flaws, when someone points them out its worse,
Or maybe they wont tell you shit and all youll have is remorse,
No wonder people break hearts, so theres doesnt break of course.

How could i have been so stupid i really let down my guard,
Now the only thing left is my heart with a scar.

By: Ray Hernandez

Monday, January 11, 2010

I want to Forget.

We all have problems that we would like to forget,
its never that convenient, and that you can bet,
as soon as they come you start to regret,
full of crazy feelings the worst being depressed.

The more you think, the more anxious you are,
like being hit with a ton, unconscious seeing stars.
The world is different now trust me that much you know,
all the emotions you have make your body feel cold.

One day you might get over it, but i cant tell you when,
and just when you do, thats when the next problem begins.


By: Ray Hernandez

My Sisters

At a time in my life, when I lost my most loved,
i lost all my might, but i got some from above,
there is no most loved, only the two little ones,
my two little sisters, whos beautiful life just begun,
i love them so much, and the oldest just turned 7,
i have to be strong for them, my only princesses sent to me from heaven.

Maybe im the one thats selfish, and i just didnt notice,
i have to slow down, so much i have to show them,
they are so little and they worry so much,
who the hell am i to be acting crazy and stuff,
they ask me questions soft, both with stars in there eyes,
asking why there older brother ray why he wakes up and crys.

i tell them back you will never know my pain,
as long as im here for them they will never feel this way,
now all i have is myself, and i have to be strong now,
my sisters are fixing my heart, when i thought there was no way how.

By Ray Hernandez